冲动，想要告诉他那通电话的事，告诉他为什么我大学肄业，告诉他为什么我常常自怨自艾

话到嘴边，还是不知怎么开头。或许他会觉得无关紧要，觉得我很傻，或许他根本不屑知道我的秘密。

诶。徘徊在嘴边的许多话语，最终，化为了一个字和一个笑。

☆、四不是朋友

作者有话要说：　　前半段背景音乐：

quot;MarbleHallsquot;－Enya

IdreamtIdweltinmarblehalls

withvassalsandserfsatmyside,

andofallwhoassembledwithinthosewalls

thatIwasthehopeandthepride.

Ihadrichesalltoogreattocount

andahighancestralname.

ButIalsodreamtwhichpleasedmemost

thatyoulovedmestillthesame,

thatyoulovedme

youlovedmestillthesame,

thatyoulovedme

youlovedmestillthesame.

Idreamtthatsuitorssoughtmyhand,

thatknightsuponbendedknee

andwithvowsnomaidensheartcouldwithstand,

theypledgedtheirfaithtome.

AndIdreamtthatoneofthatnoblehost

cameforthmyhandtoclaim.

ButIalsodreamtwhichcharmedmemost

thatyoulovedmestillthesame

thatyoulovedme

youlovedmestillthesame,